| Location | St Helens |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Miscarriage |
| Date of Birth | 09/07/1986 |
| Date of Death | 09/07/1986 |
| Visitors | 1,360 since 16/09/2007 |
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I lost my baby Angel Jenny when I was 22.5 weeks pregnant, in 1986. I didn't know of this site until a few weeks ago, just before i lost her little brother Charles.
I had had problems since the beginning of the pregnancy with Jenny, but she was a fighter, and although my placenta kept peeling away, she got big and strong.
I was in and out of York District hospital many times, and finally (after losing my job), I was admitted for permenant bed rest. I stayed for 6 weeks lying totally flat (it was an art using a bed pan I can say!!)
York hospital decided to give me a blood transfusion at 22.5 weeks as my HB had dropped and iron tablets weren't helping, but i had a reaction to the transfusion and started in labour the same night.
I was only 20 at the time, and she was my first baby, and the staff didnt believe me when I told them that i was in labour...but in the afternoon of the 9th July i delivered my sleeping baby girl.
I had to deliver her into a bed pan, and always thought how degrading this was for her..seeing her little crumpled body all squashed up. She was taken away immediately, and it was 2 hours before anyone came back to me to tell me what id had.....
Thank God practice has changed...The staff at Whiston, when i lost her little brother Charles, were wonderful ...
I refused to deliver my little Charles into a bed pan, and insisted on delivering him onto the bed..and seeing him before he was cleaned up. We got to hold him, and he spent the night with his mummy and daddy in a little moses basket...If only I could've done this with Jenny too.....
I'm 45 now, but ive never ever forgotten her, or got over this ...i was never given a reason for her death, or the post mortem results, and in those days they didn't even give you scan photos or pictures. I wasnt even allowed to hold her!! All i have of my little angel is her memory in my heart.......
I hope that she knows that i have never forgotten her, and hope that she will look after her little brother Charles in heaven.
Love you always, Little Jenny...Mummy xxxxxxxxx
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FOR MONDAY
In our hearts your memory lingers,
Sweetly tender, fond and true,
There is not a day, dear Loved One
That we do not think of you.
FOR TUESDAY
Nothing can ever take away
The love a heart holds dear.
Fond memories linger every day
Remembrance keeps them near.
FOR WEDNESDAY
Looking back with memories,
Upon the path you trod,
We bless the hours we had with you,
And leave the rest with God.
FOR THURSDAY
Those we love we never lose,
For always they will be,
Loved, remembered, treasured,
Always in our memory.
FOR FRIDAY
Memories Of Me
I’d like the memory of me
To be a happy one,
I’d like to leave an afterglow
Of smiles when life is done..
I’d like to leave an echo
Whispering softly down the ways,
Of happy times and laughing times
And bright and sunny days.
I’d like the tears of those who grieve,
To dry before the sun,
Of happy memories that I leave behind
When life is done.
FOR SATURDAY
Separated For Now
Although death has separated us physically,
Faith and love have bound us eternally.
Though we cannot see you,
We know you are here.
Though we cannot touch you,
We feel the warmth of your smile,
As we begin a new chapter in our lives.
Today we pause to reflect upon
Those who have shaped our character,
Moulded our spirits and touched our hearts.
May the lighting of this candle be a
Reminder of the memories we have shared,
A representation of the everlasting
Impact you have made upon our lives.
FOR SUNDAY
A Special Gift
You were a gift sent straight from Heaven.
Given to us from God above.
We didn't know how much you would teach us
About the meaning of true love...
For true love sometimes means letting go
Of someone precious and dear.
That is what we were forced to do...
Although we wanted to keep you here!!!
However, this is quite a selfish wish.
One we know we should ignore...
But, sweet Angel, we truly do believe
That God must have needed you more...
Perhaps to be an Angel now,
Full of wisdom and love...
Watching over those of us who love you
From the shining stars above.
We miss you more than you can know.
You will never be replaced...
In our hearts and memories forever,
Will be your sweet and innocent sleeping face.
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……………Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
…………..Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum
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Two Angel Babies - by Unknown Author
Two Angel babies, not here on this earth
Nor playing with toy's, but jumping on stars
And leaping on clouds.
Getting up to mischief, no adults around
Sliding down moonbeams, laying under the sun
Your day's are endless, you're having such fun.
Dancing in raindrops, sipping morning dew
Not here on this earth, how lucky are you?
Such beautiful sights, God's garden does hold
You'll never feel pain, and you'll never grow old.
You know you are loved, how it shines through
It's the love of your Mother, she's sending to you.
And although she misses you, that never will change
She's glad you are happy, in the land of no pain.
She'll love you forever, it will never wane
When she comes to God's garden
She'll hold you both again!
I have an angel on my shoulder.
She whispers in my ear.
Her voice is soft and gentle
And no one else can hear.
When I'm tired and lonely
It's comfort that she brings.
When I'm filled with happiness
I hear her laughter ring.
My Angel's very close to me
I even know her name.
And though I cannot see her
I love her just the same.
She now has no more suffering
And gone is all her pain.
I believe with all my heart
We'll someday meet again.
An Angel's job is taxing
It's as hard as it can be.
I hope she doesn't get too tired
Looking after me.
Yes, my Angel's with me
From morning til the night.
I know as long as she is here
Everything will be alright.
So when my days are over
I'll not pass in fear.
I know my Angel's waiting
to lead me home up there.
(Author Unknown)
Wings & Halos (Author Unknown)
I was so excited when I woke up today
I heard my Mommy was coming to play
I washed my wings and my halo too
Cuz that's what Mommy likes me to do
I went to the place where I knew she'd be
It's where she comes to visit me
She comes for comfort in her despair
Oh Mommy, can't you feel me touching your hair?
I'm by your side all through the night
I never let you out of my sight
I was your baby for not even a day
But soon we can be together and play
You know we'll never be apart
You'll never let me leave your heart
Mommy I'm not really in the ground,
lift up your head and look around
The clouds, the birds, the raindrops too
these gifts of life were given to you
Don't cry for me Mommy, I know you're here
Please let me wipe away that tear.
I was sent to you from up above
And you showed me the ultimate love
Instead of giving me all of your years
You freely gave me all of your tears
Remember your relatives, the ones who have died?
They brought me here, I'm by their side
They watch over me and help me to see
just how much you really love me
So don't be unhappy when you come visit me
I'm the angel above you, up in the tree
And when you leave, you'll never be through
You'll always be my Mommy
And I'll always love you
30TH APRIL 2009
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I am not gone, I am changed.
Have faith and please believe me.
God did not take me away from you,
He split the skies and received me.
Now...
I'm an echo in your laughter,
A reflection in your tears,
An extra thread of strength
To help you overcome your fears.
I'm an added ray of sunshine,
More joy for you to share,
A fragrance of the life you live.
Wherever you are - I am there.
Surrounded by friends
yet all alone
the one I loved
God has called home
the hugs of friends
helps ease the pain
and I know my loss
is my loved one's gain
but tears now flow
across my face
as I long for just
one more embrace
then comfort comes
and I see Christ's face
He hugs my loved one
and I feel God's grace
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WITH LOVE ALWAYS FROM LIZ X
A candle to remember,
May it burn ever so bright
As we look to the heavens
On this very night.
Beyond the stars,
Your dear one soars
Embraced by there Savior
On heaven's shores.
As the angels protect them
And sing there sweet name
We honor there life
With the glow of this flame.
So we light this candle
For our loved ones today
As a symbol of our love
And there eternal life.
♥♥♥ A CANDLE OF LOVE ♥♥♥
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♥ xXx GOOD NIGHT SWEET HEART xXx ♥
HAVE A GOOD WEEKEND EVERYONE
Our Lives changed, the very moment you passed away.
We couldn't stop it; there was nothing we could say.
You've touched our lives so deeply to a point you will never know,
We try to think about you when we are feeling down and low.
Sometimes when our day gets hard we will think about your beautiful smile
And if we listen hard enough we will hear your voice after a while.
It's you who give us a reason to go on with our day,
And now if we want to see you we'll bow our heads and pray.
We catch ourselves looking for you still, in the halls and at the front door,
But when we call your name there is no reply any more!
We never thought a day would come where we would be apart,
God has you in his keepings, we have you in our hearts.
Life will go on, but never will be the same,
Your beautiful smile is gone, but it will always remain.
You're our angel from up above.
You'll always be missed, but most importantly... loved.
Just one more minute, God, is all we ask- why can't you give them back;
It seems like such a simple task. We guess people are right when they say God only takes the best,
We know enough now that you're peacefully at rest.
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You can shed tears that they are gone,
Or you can smile because they lived,
You can close your eyes and pray that they will come back,
Or you can open your eyes and see all that they have left.
Your heart can be empty because you can't see them
Or you can be full of the love that you shared,
You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday,
Or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.
You can remember them and only that they are gone
Or you can cherish the memory and let it live on,
You can cry and close your mind be empty and turn your back,
Or you can do what they would want: smile, open your eyes, love and go on.
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I'm writing this from heaven, where I dwell with God above.
Where there's no more tears or sadness, there's just eternal love.
Please do not be unhappy because I am out of sight
Remember that I am with you every morning, noon and night.
And I will stay beside you, every day, week and year
And when you're sad I'll still be there to wipe away your tears.
When you think of my life on earth and all those living years
Because your only human their bound to bring you tears.
But do not be afraid to cry it does relieve the pain
Remember there wouldn't be flowers unless we first had rain.
I wish I could tell you of all that God has planned
But even if I were able to, you wouldn't understand.
When your going down the street and you've got me on your mind
I'm walking in your footsteps and only half a step behind.
And if you feel a gentle breeze or wind upon your face
Remember it's only me with a loving and soft embrace.
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Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum
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